i was always the fat kid- even when i was little, i was the kid that no one wanted on their team when we played sports at school, i was the preteen who had to shop at stores for older girls because the kids sizes weren’t big enough for me, and i was the teen that no one wanted to take cute ~aesthetic~ pictures with because my fat would ruin the photos i’ve literally never seen myself thin, and knowing that i might finally see myself become pretty is honestly more motivating than any thinspo picture could ever be
